Post 7 - I am the universe..

A man has great powers, powers to change around his life completely! Its just that he is unaware of this power or just simply intimidated by his own power and hence does not acknowledge it!

Post 6 - New First..

Now, as I switched on my laptop to write my post, I had no idea what i will write..and I just started typing the below lines..half way through I realized they are in hindi..My first! 

I continued, Its something new I did and I have a new First! 

Wohi sham, wohi sawera..

Havao mein wohi subah ki agarbati ki bheeni khusboo

Kaano mein phir pados ke mandir ke ‘hare ram hare krishna’

Din chariya bhi kuch aisa, kuch waise..

Aaina bhi wohi bole, wohi kahani jo kal thi..

Dopahri, kaarkhane ka wohi siren jaisa shor..

To phir kya aaj alag hai...

Kya hai badla

Bas yehi..

Ke aaj pehli baar laga..

Kuch nahi badla..

Kuch nahi alag..

Post 5 - Just Now...

A windy path..breezy day

Walking closer and closer

I sense his presence

He knows I am here too

Its sometime now,

Just when is this now?

And there flying around in the wind

Are my thoughts with wings!

Will there be tears of joy?

Or a shout out for celebration?

Will the eyes meet, then the lips curl into smile?

Or simply a bear hug?

Every breath then would be just asking..

‘where were you?’

The blush on my face will deepen

’what took you so long?’

His touch would then murmur

‘Its us, its magic, it had to take some time!’

A promise in our hearts we make then

This magic is now real, and forever will be ours!

And as the wings of my thoughts rest, I whisper a silent wish

let the now be soon, let it be just now!

Post 4 - Magic with yarn... 'Mandala'

Its amazing how one can weave their inner most thoughts/ feelings on sticks with yarn! With the all those colours and patterns, comes out the solutions for the biggest problems! And I am so glad that I got to learn this amazing art of weaving mandalas!

I just clicked immediately with Mandalas. It works like ‘google’ for me! Giving me my answers!

After every mandala I make, I feel happy, content and the best part that I have realized about myself in this process is, that I really enjoy sharing the good in life with people around me! Not once have I made a mandala, looked at it and felt,’ Oh, this is so pretty, I will keep it for myself!’

I have spend from 3 hours to like 4 days making mandalas in every possible colours, sizes, patterns and each one has made me more receptive towards life!

Another pleasure I receive is when I teach someone weaving a mandala. Its incredible to see what they weave, using the same technique as yours.

Mandalas are visually so beautiful, that you could stare at them for hours together and yes I feel the vibrations around me full of positive, protective energy! Its just magic with yarn!

Here is all the magic I have created - click hereMandala 

P.S - I am extremely thankful to Prerna and Julia for introducing me to this Magic!

My 1st Mandala 

Most recent mandala

Post 3 - Ho'oponopono prayer

This is 'MY' prayer! Its like I keep it in my pocket, and often I catch myself repeating it in my mind!

Post 2 - 'Now'!

So today I visited my school [had some work]. Was there for about 15 minutes, and in those few moments I had my 12 years of life flash in front of me! And then I realized, those were the BEST 12 years!

It was the same jittery feeling when I entered the office, I suddenly became more aware when I saw the principal! I still had the urge to ring the school bell! [ I should have done it, I wouldn’t have been punished!!]

I feel the most grateful today towards life, because when I look back, I realize, I have more reasons to smile than to be sad!

Look at the irony, [its a cliché, still] back then in school, all we thought was of future[growing up] and today most of us would agree with me, when I would say, ‘lets go back to school, it was so much more fun!’ 
Where is the ‘NOW’? We have never lived the ‘NOW’.

Keeping everything aside, if we come to think of, only ‘now’ is the truth, only ‘now’ is real and the power of ‘now’ is often underestimated.

At this very moment, I choose to live in my ‘Now’, and I already feel good about it, because my ‘now’ has everything that I ever wanted!
I am a superwoman, and my power is, the power of now!

 P.S - 1) Though I believe, had it not been for my school, I still would have had you guys, but anyways, 'Thank you, St. Ursula, for giving me life's best gift, Jess and Saxy!'

         2) I wish to thank all my classmates [and few batchmates!] to make the beginning of my life so beautiful. It will always be cherished! Lots of love! Thank You all!

Post 1 - Commitment...

[My first post of the '30 days commitment'  each day a new post, each day discovering a little more! 30 days of knowing myself better!]

Oxford dictionary defines commitment as, ’the state or quality of being dedicated to a cause, activity, etc.’

Commitment, something that I am trying to figure out recently. Something which I did not really think about much a few months back. It was just a random word, used frequently in and around.

But as we move ahead in life, we come across various concepts, some we let it pass by [we might probably come to it later sometime] and some we get hooked to, trying to understand it. I am trying to understand, ‘commitment’ the need and the place for it in my life.

I came across this very interesting pattern. Interesting because, I have been through the lower two phases, infact I till use it in an itsy-bitsy manner! But majorly, at this moment, I am on the third level, 'compliance'. Yes, I am trying to bridge the gap and reach the 'I will do it' phase.

Why commitment?
I realized out of all the fun and weird stuff, learnings and lessons stuff that I have been doing for all these years, I have been lacking commitment [towards myself]

When it struck me?
The time I realized I want a commitment from the external world, from other people, is when I looked inside and questioned myself, Am I committed in any way to myself? what was surprising is that I couldn't give an affirmative answer immediately, i had to think!
I have taken myself for granted for a really long time [we all do it.]
as cliche as it sounds, I decided to make a commitment to myself, for my well-being, my happiness, my inner peace. 
Once I started this, I started getting my answers from the universe/external world also.
The process is still on, may more answers to get.
I believe eventually i will get, and then there will be new questions too!
Lets us all Commit if nothing more than atleast ' to live a GOOD life!

P.S - In the journey of discovering commitment, I am taking some help from my blog! Its a 30 day commitment of writing. 30 new posts!