Post 14 - I forgive me!

Forgiveness is the key to get off most of our burdens and sadness. First one needs to forgive oneself! The best part is when this happens, automatically, we end up forgiving others too! Life becomes simpler and easier. After all, when we hold any grudge, its ‘we’ who are troubled by it. So let go the troubles, just breath and forgive. It might take time, but the day it happens, world will seem a better place!

Post 13 - Life my cocktail!

You could be drunk with none at all

I could be sober with a neat and on the rocks

Dont you curse my martini,

Not a word for my margarita

You judge me by what I hold in my hands,

I am glad,

you show me what level your brain stands

You put at display, set of your values

Some yours, some read, some heard

My display is me, my inside is me

It is all me, none read, none heard

With a beer, when I say cheers,

Don’t you narrow those eyes and

Give me names

Just be ok with me, don’t be lame

No harm I am upto, No bad I do

Its just a small gesture, in my way

As I take a sip, 

I sigh and say

The best cocktail is ‘life’

I cherish it night and day!

Cheers!

Post 12 - The story never ends...!

As filmy as this sounds, but I completely believe in this 

'Agar kissi cheez ko dil se chaaho, to puri kayanat use tumse milane ki koshish mein lag jaati hai!'

Later when I read 'The secret' I knew, my belief was not just filmy, but totally ture too!

My this post is dedicated to my dear friend Priyanka!

The story never ends, even after we die, the story lives...It just never ends!

Post 11 - Ever thine, Ever mine, Ever ours!

There is so much I want to give

So much more I wish to live

Only If I could see a shadow, alongwith mine

And if there would be us and not just mine

Red with rage, not because there is anger,

But an urge for someone to pat my cheeks

go that extra mile,

to make me smile!

Is it me who pushed him away or he lost his way?

On my bed, waiting i lay

I sleep well, live well,

I know, he who loves will wish me to be fine!

So here I am, all fine, all in love

To take some peace, some more of love

To be a little shy, to be a little more blissful

And

There is so much I want to give

So much more I wish to live

Only If I could see a shadow, alongwith mine

And if there would be us and not just mine

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As I am writing this, I think of the letter by Ludwig Van Beethoven called 'Immortal beloved' and the last line of the letter ,'Ever mine, Ever Thine, Ever ours!' Everytime I read it, I think of this line, I just feel, this is my line, it just seems it has come out of my heart, my soul! 

The letter - 

While still in bed my thoughts turn towards you my Immortal Beloved, now and then happy, then sad again, waiting whether fate might answer us - I can only live either wholly with you or not at all, yes I have resolved to stray about in the distance, until I can fly into your arms, and send my soul embraced by you into the realm of the Spirits - yes unfortunately it must be - you will compose yourself all the more since you know my faithfulness to you, never can another own my heart, never – never – O God why do I have to separate from someone whom I love so much, and yet my life in V[ienna] as it is now is a miserable life - Your love makes me at once most happy and most unhappy - at my age I would now need some conformity[,] regularity of my life – can this exist in our relationship? – Angel, I have just heard that the mail coach goes every day – and thus I must finish so that you may receive the letter immediately. – be patient – only through quiet contemplation of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together – Be calm; for only by calmly considering our lives can we achieve our purpose of living together.- be calm - love me - today - yesterday - What yearning with tears for you - you - you my life – my everything - farewell - oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your Beloved.

ever thine
ever mine
ever us. 

Post 10 - The Cliche..!

Yes there are times, when we just cant figure out why a particular individual came in our lives, took control completely and then banished. Ofcourse it hurts, leaves us clueless, but after it has passed, after it is over, in few years, we do understand why it happened! And most of the times, we feel grateful about it, because at the end, it gave us something much better! And its cliche but true, it all happens for the best!

Post 9 - You, Me and Energy!

It is all about energy, you, me and the whole universe! It is very evident in our daily lives! When we are happy, everything around us makes us happier and in sadness, the same things make is sad! Its very simple, we attract the similar energy that we have! If we are happy, we attract happiness, If we are judgemental, we attract judgements from other people, if we love ourselves, we attract love and acceptance from the outer world! So yes, we can decide the energy we want and the energy we want to attract, in other words, we can have the life of our choice!

Today I decided to concentrate on releasing the blocks that are blocking the intended energy to go out in the universe! And I did this my way [the workout way!]

2 hours of yoga on the chanting of the ‘Maha Mrutunjay jaap’!

Om Tryambakam Yajamahe

Sugandhim Pushtivardhanam

Urvarukamiya Bandhanan

Mrityon Mukshiya Maamritat

English translation

Om We worship and adore you. O three-eyed one O Shiva. You are sweet gladness, the fragrance of life, who nourishes us, restores our health and causes us to thrive. As in due time the stem of the cucumber weakens, and the gourd is freed from the vine, so free us from attachment and death and do not withhold immortality

Throughout the yoga session my intent was to release the negative/unwanted blocks which was blocking Me from getting what I am seeking! I have been feeling very light [floating kind of feeling] since then! And I know I am closer to what I want! 

And as Rumi quotes ’ What you seek..is seeking you!’,somehow I feel I have bridged the distance between both, me and what is seeking me!

Post 8 - Thank you 'Zeus'!

I lived with pets half of my life...I had two dogs, they were lovely, but I could never really be friendly with them [I was always scared of them] Yes, I loved them a lot, they are no more now and I fondly remember them, but I could never hold them, play with them. 

This continued uptill recently!

I don’t have my own pets now, but I have some of my favorite pets of my friends! And out of all I love ‘zeus’ the most! ‘zeus’ the cat! He is amazing, full of energy, doing funny things and everytime i am surprised by him!

I noticed one thing, As i became friendly with animals, I became friendly with myself too. I feel more grounded, my horizon towards life expanded. My belief in infinite possibilities strengthened and I found more love within me!

Thank You Zeus!