For him…its you

I always knew, it was someone else for you…

It would be her smile…that twinkle in her eye…

For which your heart would skip a beat..

After all the prince charmings and all knights in shining armour,

I feel my heart flip when I see you,

All the attention I get around, I let go..

the slight notice from you, Makes me take a notice

The castle, I start building, the future I start dreaming…

Is when there is a small tap,

Tap tap and my heart flaps.

‘you dream, you smile, but he is mine,

and its not just me who says,

Its him who too prays’….and here is a secret little

My dear girl. You knew it too, he was not for you!’

My lips twist, but only for a smile,

A smile that says it all…

For him who prays for you,

But for me, who adores him..

As silent as a whisper, I fancy his joy

And if its you, his joy

Then I remind myself

I always knew, it was someone else for you!

Just...

Its been long since my last post..and lots have happened since then.

If I have to think about learnings from it, then well, not yet, havnt arrived at that mind set as yet to analyze the situations.Things are happening and I am not able to control it even a tiny bit. One of the things which is taking a toll over me is that I know what I want, but I am not able to do it because certain constraints or maybe I am just not ready to take a risk. My brain just doesn’t stop thinking about every single thing, but implementation is zero. There is so much of work to be done on me, I realize now.