Friday, October 29, 2010

A small crush...a little zest!

Onset of that tickling feeling

Its back…

Shy smiles, teasing looks,

Excitement in small packages,

It’s the onset of skipping heartbeats

Feeling of companionship

Its back…

A small crush…A little zest…

She wants to keep it just this way…

Just simple, just neat…

Wants just the heart to smile..

Wants just the cheeks to blush..

Just this way…

A small crush…A little zest…

Oh no, no it ain’t love,

It ain’t a commitment, it ain’t a promise

It’s the fragrance of the passing season

It’s the freshness of the sprinkling water

Just simple, just neat…

Its back…

A small crush…A little zest…

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The final shatter?

Purple is back, with some more thoughts, experiences and some ugly truth, she says,’ There are level of betrayals, the one i found out recently is the biggest of all, the world around me, came crashing down, like a pack of cards. Yet i havnt accepted it. i am not sure if acceptance will relieve me from the pain or sweep me away in the ocean of pain. I am too scared to take the chance now.’

When purple was talking about all this, i couldn’t help but wonder, life has so many hidden paths. It just comes right in your face and orders you, ’Now you face me.

And you like it or not, you have to face it. I have known purple since years, but have not seen her so shattered ever before. Is this her final shatter?

Will this make her some one without emotions at all?

Will this change her beliefs towards life?

Will this create a distance between her and every other soul?

Will i know the Purple i knew before?

as these questions rush in my mind, Purple continues...

I have shattered before,

But never like this

I have wept before,

But never like this

Its the vows, not promises,

Thats laughed at,

Its the love, not a fling

Thats laughed at

The purest life, you make it filthy

The strongest bond, you make it weak

Its the base, that you have torn apart

Its the half decade, you have made worthless

How do i live now? You tell me, how do i breathe now?

Its all my dreams that you made false,

Its all my smiles, you take back

The love we made, was lust for you

The passion we shared, was just a phase for you

That loving sensation, you made it a desperate touch

So you tell me,

How do i live now? You tell me, how do i breathe now?

Friday, October 15, 2010

Lost a part…a part of me

I have lost a part

A part of me,

The path I took, took a lot of me

I met a few, every time it was new.

The beginning was special

The end was soon.

What I dint know, I failed to see

The more I met, the more I lost…

I have lost a part

A part of me.

The path I took, took a lot of me

Yet again, I continue the path

I move ahead, way ahead

Into the the land, the forbidden land

The land that takes, takes it all

I walk through it, unknowingly

Unaware, I give it all.

Leaving behind the stretch,

I stand, I stare, I feel

I feel nothing, no pain, no love

No tears, no laughter

But a yearning,

A yearning, to feel it all,

To be myself before I walked the path.

I have lost a part

A part of me,

The path I took, took a lot of me.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Still so alive...!

That whiff of smoke, flaming ends,

burning cigarettes, Oh I hate those smeared ash

Why, Why do you smoke?

And there he stands smiles and shrugs

And I know I love him!

A journey on going…then…

I hear his voice, deep, passionate and a hold on my heart!

I meet those intense eyes

We both know, we deny though.

But no more, to the world we told,

Love is where we have lured.

The true love, the fantasy love,

It was love,

But I still ask,

Why, Why do you smoke?

This time he doesn’t jus stand or smile or shrug,

Its our lips together this time, it’s the dream kiss.

The soft lips, finding its way through my wet lips

The lingering taste of smoke, takes me high this time!

Its our lips together this time, it’s the dream kiss!

And now he looks into my eyes, smiles and shrugs!

And I know I love him!

We moved ahead, we moved apart,

But our love never left us

It held our fingers, followed us.

And we know its true, we know its pure,

Coz it doesn’t hurt, it doesn’t cry

It makes us happy, that its still so alive!

Friday, October 1, 2010

A world in a world…a new world..

This is a new world where i’m spending the most of my time these days, sometimes because it’s a compulsion, sometimes because it’s a necessity and at other times when it’s because I want to, because I love to!

It’s an experience I’m living every single day, amongst so many people and their energy.

Its fascinating at times, weird at other times and sometimes a lil scary.

In such a world, its difficult to stay away from influences, but knowingly, unknowingly it does influence you.

Its bound to, with the constant flow of various kind of energy around, it just hits you at time, and you don’t know, why you are even sitting in this world.

But then again, I try filling my bag with the GENUINE smiles, those friendly hugs, silly jokes, nonsense gossips, appreciations and compliments.

I’m still experiencing a lot of things and I guess I’m capable of learning more,

Only thing that I’m clueless about is,

what do I do, when I don’t find a reason to smile in this world?

What do I do, when I look around and no more see those familiar faces?

What do I do, when I take names and realize, it wont be answered?

Will this teach me to balance out my professional and personal life, or it wont matter at all?

Lets see, if this world gives me my answers.

Lets see if the answers are what I wanted to hear.

Sometimes I feel stuck,

It bothers, irritates and disturbs,

It annoys and annoys and annoys…


Im here, Im joy

For you, and only for you,

I’m the silver lining, they talk about

Im that ray of the sun they talk about

I bring colours, I bring life

And then,

sometimes I sense freedom

away from the handcuffs of boredom

away from the mist of ugly schemes.

And I keep waiting for..


Its for me, its my joy!