Hers - one track mind!

How strong is she, she never knew, but today

She made peace with love for you

She knows all the pretty faces you smile to,

All the lips you play with,

With a stomach flip and a gut wrench, she gulps it all.

As life is to be lived,

She lives to the fullest,

With the fancies and the pleasure, none she denies.

Just moments of certain intimacies [with you], few heart melting gestures

And a couple of unspoken words, takes her off the track.

A few muffled tears and a sob story with the pillow,

And she is back in the game

With her one track mind, track of Love, until eternity!

I love you and you and you too!

Oh so soft, those lips on mine,

Yes yours,

Yearning for more, a little more

Being in love with him and another him too.

As subtle love is, it just flows and flows

You call me names and give me looks,

Do all you want

I do, all I want, 

love and being loved!

Its his embrace where I find my world,

And its his touch making me shy.

Not a bit of guilt, not a single question I carry

I live in NOW

With him, or him or him

And in every NOW,as subtle love is, it just flows and flows.

Not once I wince, and aloud I say

I love you and you and you too!

Cliches are cliche because they are true..

Another cliché, ‘change is the only constant!’

The other day, over a cup of coffee, my best friend and I were just discussing, how there are fewer people in our lives today. We have become distant with some of the closest people. She happened to say,’ If this can change [referring to one of her close relation], then anything can change.’

Its then when this cliché actually hit us!

But then what about the ‘forever’, ‘always’, ‘until eternity’? I got thinking about it.

And I figure out, they all exist, because, life and love will be there always, forever, until eternity. We need to move alongwith it, grow and evolve with it. And when the ‘Evolving’ becomes constant, Life becomes a treat to live.

And I would say, without a doubt, that if the close ones become distant, let it happen. Otherwise, it becomes like carrying around a dead weight, stunting your own growth, depriving yourself of life, joy, love. Also, the other person isn’t getting anything out of it. Maybe they have another path. So let it happen! Here comes another cliché – ‘If its meant to be, It will happen’

Life happens in a moment, and the moment passes in a moment. So life happens every moment!

New Story..

As much as you smile and laugh at the old jokes

Teasing and playful pokes,

It will never be like before

It will never be ok

The passion, the intimacy you and I indulge in,

I wish to keep it to me, just me

But, what right I have

How can I possess

With arms stretched, I can stand all my life,

Only to know, you don’t wish to be in my hug

Each moment unfolds a story,

Soon, a new moment, with a new story

I look forward to it, with all my glory.

You n I...We are so close!

So now we talk, heart – to – heart

We are so close, You and I

We share the same sky,

the glaring sun, the soothing moon

this universe

day, night and noon.

When busy I get, i look up

And sense, you looking around for me!

At nights, for my good night kiss you wait.

We sense it all, 

We are so close

We have all, the same all

Now all I need, is to feel your skin,

To run my fingers along your cheeks

AllIi wish is to place my palm,

Over your beating heart

I hear my name

And I have lived my life!

Up and down...

Its cliché, but its like the waves,

This moment deep down in the sea,

The next in the sea breeze

So today, its just not so pleasant,

The heart sinking, gut clenching

The tears leave a trail of white path on cheeks

But every day is new,

With the freshness of the dew, and the smiling of the sky

The heart will be happy, and cheeks would be blushing red

It will all be pleasant,

Its just the waves, down and up, up and down!

Yes! You are welcome!

I don’t know how it happens, is it a knack, a gut feel, doesn’t matter what it is. But I just know it, when there is change arriving, when something new is making its path towards my life, I just feel it and I always tell my bff, ‘Something is gonna happen, I can feel it!’

And I feel it again! The only difference is, this time, I wish to just go with the flow and not think of it[is it good/bad...will it change me/hurt me/make me happy] I want none of these thoughts. I just want to stand by the door, with a welcome smile, after all it is entering MY LIFE, the most special place!

What is the point thinking about it, Life is anyways unpredictable and as my goofy friend terms it ‘Life and its uncertainties!’

The only one thing I can do and I am working on it, is make place for the new. It has always been difficult for me to release the old and move on. As much pain/hurt the situation causes, the release work makes it worse. Hence at times I just delay it!

A few days back I decided, If I have to attract the good, I need to have the good. Keeping this in mind, I started on my release work. As much as difficult it was, I believe it is worth it as one thing is definite,’ I am not compromising on my future, because of my past [anyways, nor the past, neither the future exists!] What exists is ‘today’, and if I don’t live it being truthful to myself, how do I expect life to be true to me!’

So it is a goodbye to the old and a warm hug to the new! This is life, It is simple, we create puzzles so that we can kill time solving it!

To the new – ‘yes, you are welcome! I am making place for you!’