Friday, the 11th

As I open my word document to continue with my 7 day positivity activity I feel all happy and excited and I keep looking at the screen for the document to open fast!

1 – The 1^st thing I would like to thank today is, TODAY, yes, it has been a very beautiful day so far and has given me all good, vibrant and enthusiastic energy. Its one of those days, which I totally love, and don’t care about anything! Huge thanks to all such days which have come in my life and which will come ahead!

2 – For me being born here in Pune, to my parents, [there are several reasons for this, but for today there is just one] and that is Bryan Adams concert in pune!! And yes I am going!

3 – To all those people who have gifted me such wonderful gifts, which I have decorated on my desk and I love my desk, its [one of] my comfort space at my work place!

4 – For me having the ability to hear, because I hear radio/music all day long and I love it, especially when now I am hearing about the Bryan adams concert tonight!

5 – For there being malls [for obvious reasons!]

6 - For there being a camera, I have tons and tons of pictures of me[self obsessed I am, is what many say] and my friends, and love looking at them and remembering the moments when they were clicked!

I have realized one thing, when I start writing, I get so hyper active that there is cyclone of though in my mind. And the thoughts that come out of that cyclone are the ones that I pen down!

Thursday, the 10th

Its that time of the day to thank! To be grateful!

1 – to the song ‘you sang to me’ by Marc Anthony, I am listening to it right now and I listen to it always! I just love it!

2 – to the song ,’when you know’ from the movie serendipity! And to all utterly mushy, stupidly romantic films! I am in love with romance and I romance love, these two feelings/emotions make me and I am thankful to them!

3 – For having Penaaz near me, I am extra thankful for having her in my office.

4 – I am thankful to My job, Radio Mirchi, for giving me some really nice people, some great moments, and some lessons!

5 – Thankful to Prachir, Prerna, and Manisha for giving me Mirchi!

6 – To my new phone, it was totally awesome chatting last night from my new phone!

7 – For the colour PURPLE!

When I decided on doing this 7 day positivity activity, Mohan told me, from the 3^rd day it will get repetitive.

Today just being the second day, when I started writing, I realized, there are just so so so many things to be thankful to!

7 day positivity - Wednesday, the 9th

'Try to find happiness in small things' is one piece of advice which anybody and everybody distribute around the world. Wonder how many of them actually find that tiny-winy bit of happiness? Its is a very ‘KOOL’ or ‘IN’ thing to say!

Today I have decided to practice what we ALL preach! Yes, I was contemplating it for long now, but I chose today, its 9^th [multiple of 3(my favorite no) ] and its Wednesday[ its mid week, one of my favorite day]! These reasons might look silly to many, but for me they are reasonable. So I begin today the 7 day positivity, where for next 7 days I will write at least 5 things for which I am thankful.

Wednesday, the 9^th

1 – I am blessed to be born in the era of Lata Mangeshkar. While writing this, I am hearing her, and for me she is God. Her voice for my ears are pure magic!

2 – I am thankful to Rj Aditi for flaunting my wardrobe [rather a very small part of it] amongst her friends. I love praises, specially when its for my apparels!

3 – To Prerna, for being a part of my madness yesterday and we bought exactly same set of phones! Oh! It was fun!

4 – To that night, when we had a night out at saxy sardar’s place, and for the 1^st time I experienced a high!

5 – For there being a computer, because I would have hated to write this with a pen [lazy I am]

My girl friends...!

I have never had many girlfriends, always got along very well with the guys, [havn't figured out the reason yet, don’t feel the need either]. Today, i am proud to have those few girls, who have been in my life, and seen me through my most sober, to most bitchy times. And today i want to thank them for not only being a mere spectator of my life, but being a part of the role i’ve played these 23 years of my life!

Jessy Joy

'you know me, you know her’. I wouldn’t even try counting years for how long we have been together, have lost count. People have always seen and known us together. If its 10.30 in the night, I might call someone else and not her to tell the reason for my trouble. [ She goes into the world of slumberland after 10.30 pm] But i will never have to relate the whole incident to her, she knows me so well, that just a word out from me, and she would know what is wrong with me! We literally live each other’s life and dare anyone point a figure to her or me! Then toh you are goneee!

P.S - our combination is incomplete without saxy sardar!

Priyanka Menon

Its been a wonderful 3 years [approximately] with menon! This girlfriend of mine is as honest, deceitful, adventurous, judgemental, nympho, mad, loving, sincere, passionate, and emotional as I am! [ I know you would agree with each and every adjective i have used here.. ;-)] After spending half of my life with My best girlfriend Jessy, i met menon and thought, ’it would be nothing but fun..!’ and its been so true, living each other’s fantasies! ;-) We both believe, ’we do what we like, if you appreciate, we like it, if you bitch, we love it more!’

P.S - Our combination is incomplete without fatanglu

Dimple Shivarajan

What do i tell about my little sweet and sexy daughter! The world calls her dabba, for me she’ll always be my dimps! It’s said that all big things come in small packages and she is a perfect example of it! You cant miss her and if you meet her once, you cant forget her, she does have a charisma, which cannot go unnoticed!

P.S - our combination is incomplete without N.N and P.P...!

Penaaz sheikh

Met her around 9 months back just doesn’t seem so. She is the 1^st face I look for when I enter or exit my office! Around 12 in the night if my sms tone beeps, i know it is her. Not a chance we let go of chit-chatting stupid silly things! There are a lot more things i have to say about her and us, but it could be a little controversial, [I'm sure you will understand... ;-)]

P.S - Our combination is incomplete without Mohan

We all are different, but yet alike. What bonds me to them is my abundance love for them, my addiction to them, not a chapter i want in my life without my sweethearts! Luv you so much my girls! You all are simply beautiful, awesome and mind blowing girls!

P.S – other thing that bonds us, is the love for shopping and detestation towards people with bad dressing sense![ I know its not cool, but that is how we are, in our own very way, sexy, hottie bitches!]

Blame-game..not this time, let the dogs bark!

For a past few months, I was just in the process of knowing myself, and the process is still on.

Today morning my best friend messaged me, she gave me news which wasn’t very pleasant and had she told me this maybe a month or two back I would have re-acted to it.

I would have rather been upset, depressed, blamed my destiny, blamed myself, blamed the whole world and cried out my lungs!

But today when I read it, I kept the phone aside, because I had work, I replied after my work and asked my friend to leave it aside. I dint cry, no blame game, no dark shadows, no dementor moments!

I would be lying if I would say that it did not affect me, it did, but I feel today I am a much evolved person than I was yesterday.

And to my best friend - Baby, let the dogs bark, after all, they will remain dogs, and their barks will be nothing more than loud, disturbing nuisance!

Just me maybe...

Once again…and once again

I swore, I wont…but once again

I want to pen, pen my thought

I want to pen, pen my feelings

Its cliché to all, but its me.

Just the idea maybe or just me maybe!

Melodramatic talks, Sensational moves

the dreamy eyes, the fidgety fingers

imaginary breeze, ceaseless humming…

I like to blush, I like to shy

I like to romance, and I like being romanced

Earth isn’t for me, I like to fly

Its cliché to all, but its me.

Just the idea maybe or just me maybe!

Slow gait, few steps,

turning around, flashing my charm,

a little giggle, a little smile..

wrapped in a soft silk fabric…

and then walk away for miles…

it feels so good, it feels special..

Its cliché to all, but its me.

Just the idea maybe or just me maybe!

A two minute phase..

Lingering smiles, concealed joys…

A shine, a spark, a twinkle in eyes!

A feel good feel

No reason, no meaning…

A just like that feel,

Pleasant vibes, sweet types

Happiness is the mantra,

Fun is the theme.

The clock ticks slow

Its lazy, no hurry, no race

No reason, no meaning…

It’s a two minute phase…

The air smells dreamy,

The thoughts wander a little here, a little there

Into each other they clash, again wander else somewhere.

Teeny-weeny joy, teeny-weeny romance.

A wish to fly, a wish to settle..

Music in mind, rhythm to find.

No care, No worries,

No reason, no meaning…

It’s a two minute phase…

It will be gone soon,

But will come back sooner.

It knows, its my favorite,

Its my two minute phase!